What a beautiful sad poems you penned here my friend, this touch my heart, Sorry if you feel this way, you will always in my prayer....... "Every person in this life has something to teach me...and as soon as I accept that, I open myself to truly listening. For everyone that makes you cry, there are three to make you smile, And a smile will last a long, long time, but a tear for just a little while. Behind the clouds is a Golden sun, and a sky that's full of Blue. Reach high, for stars lie hidden in your soul. Dream deep, for every dream precedes the goal."
my best wishes for you dear friend, take care, Bert.

Beautiful. I've been conflicted with the same situation. Confused and stuck between two choices.

Such a emotional write. I can relate and know only too well how hard it is to put on brave fact and tell those close to you 'I'm okay, really I am!'

At least we are fortunate enough to have our wonderful release - poetry!! It is cleansing for the soul!!

Michael