I want to cut,
to feel the blade across my wrist,
to feel no pain,
for just a minute.
to feel alive,
because it's been so long,
I'm so depressed,
life is so unbearable,
and it's never gonna change,
no matter what I do to be happy,
nothing works..
just to have one day without pain,
would be like a miracle,
but all I can do is hope,
that some day soon,
I will be happy again,
like how I was when I was younger.
