I seen u for the first time in 6 months
Today as I was walking through the Mall
U seen me too this we both know
But we didn't attempt to speak at all
I'd gotten over what u did to me
I put everything in my past
And somehow I seemed to forget
About our friendship that didn't last
Now it's like I'm acting the way I did at first
It's all coming back and I'm scared
Everyone turned into no one worrying about me
Now it's turned into me I can't stand
I'm in my room looking around, everything's a blur
I go to the closet where there lies the photo of u and me
I pick it up & I start to cry as I throw it across the room
Loud noises of glass smashing as I begin to scream
I was slowly getting back on my feet
Starting to trust the one's who love me again
Now I'm hiding and everyone can see
How I'm turning back to the previous me, back when
I'd hide my feelings and say I'm OK
Yet I'd be screaming inside this old shakey body
For a long time I felt it was the only way
Was to let absolutely no one in
At first I felt bad for not feeling bad
As you walked away from our friendship
I cried for the reason that I didn't care
I didn't cry these tears because of what you did
Now I don't feel a thing....
I don't feel bad at all anymore
And I'm not sorry for that because of you
You are the one that walked out that door
You saw your chance to leave me behind
And you took it without question
You waited for me to do or say some little thing
Where you could turn it into an argument
Now I've calmed down a bit
Realized that I cannot let you get to me
The sight of you made me angry
But more then anything, it made me sick
Maybe the sight of you was what I needed
To let go of all the anger I ever had
From when the breakdown happened
And even when we were friends
I'm finally going to leave this house
Get some fresh air
I'm going to get on with my life
Without you in it .. ever!
