Confused

I thought I loved you,
I thought you were the only one,
My heart screams your name,
My mind says another,
My heart tells me I love you,
But my mind says I love him/her too.
I don't know which feeling is true.
I always said that I'm living my life for you,
But since that day, I ran out of words to say.
I am nothing but a fool...
A lost, confused, pathetic fool!
A fool for love, life, for you.
Sometimes, I ask myself if I'm really meant for you.
If I'm really good enough for you.
I can't even stay emotionally devoted to you!
With all these thoughts in my head,
It's like my mind is playing games with my heart.

Di27 ©