Why did you do it?

You always seemed so happy
the smile, i thought was real
but now its too late
how did you really feel?

i wish you had told me
instead of keeping it inside
why did you do it?
the pain, why did you hide?

i watched you with awe
how your smile lit up a room
but then you hid behind a mask
the mask of doom

i should have told by your eyes
the sparkle no longer there
did you think you was alone?
didnt you know how much i care?

out of everyone who i knew
you was last person i thought
if you had told me
together, the hurt would be caught

now i sit in the most full room
you friends and family here
so how come its so quiet
the only sound you hear is a tear

this day shouldnt have come
you should be here with me
why couldn't you see you wasnt alone
why couldn't you see?

i wish you was with me
to explain why you said goodbye
and why you left us
left us alone to cry