Untitled For him

I'm sorry for the crying,
I'm sorry for the pain,
I'm sorry for ever loving you,
I won't do that again.

I'm sorry for the quietness,
My secrets I kept inside,
I'm sorry when you asked "whats wrong"
I turned away to hide.

I'm sorry if you thought it meant,
"I don't love you anymore"
But id never known love like you,
Never felt that way before.

I'm sorry that you went away,
Never knowing why,
I used to lay in your arms,
You'd hold me whilst Id cry.

I'm sorry I never told you,
I'd do anything for you
Just to hold me tightly,
My love is ever true.

I'm sorry I could never tell you,
Whilst laying in your bed,
The thoughts the dreams the happiness,
It all ran through my head.

I'm sorry that its over,
Because I never said,
I love you, Id die for you,
And oh how much I bled.

Instead I said
I hate you
Instead I said
goodbye
Instead I said
I'll live without you
I'm sorry that I lied.