Is the thought recieved

A thought given
By a age old friend
Only to question
The respect and care of another
Spinning
Twirling
To the point of nausea
Already woozy
From what I can't say
But then after that
Thoughts of
How, when and who
A cheating memory
Begging for knowledge
A week so to pass
Still unsure
A breakup
The hurt took hold
Yelling furry
From him
And from me
Knowledge exchanged
From both
That slit our throat
A thought given from all angles
Bad as can be
Is the thought received.