Fate

Just when I was feeling good,
When things were coming together.
He came back, begging all he could
The reason for this mess, I didn't seem to matter.

You dropped your things,
Falling into the trap.
You've lost your direction,
Maybe you need a map.

The time I've wasted
Contributed to the mix.
Making things harder on you,
I never thought it would come to this.

There's nothing I can do,
He seems to be your prince.
And every time your with him,
It makes me want to wince.

Seeing your joy, carrying the gift,
I didn't show it then, but my heart had a rift.
All the time I cared, trying not to crack.
All the times that we shared, Now I want them back.

You can't dream subconsciously
And change the things in the past.
Fate has cast it's cold dry spell,
Leaving me to wonder at last.