I Told you "no"

You're entirely impossible to stop,
your not dead till you drop
you must've never cared,
taking lives is your dare,
I've stopped you million times before,
but no crimes not no more,
I'm not babysitting you,
your 17, not god dam four.

we once were one,
but officially done,
through all the bullshit,
now stop the skit,
wake up from the terrifying dream,
because Ive had enough,
you didn't really care,
i want to go back in time,
and the stop the stupid crime,
the silly thing,
the back luck it brings,
the hate of life,
that sharp knife,
that cut your throat,
that digged in so anxiously,
that you screamed so loudly,
for the entire world to hear,
but not one person near,
to see you jump from so high
but the purpose was to die.

the death left you no where
no time left to spare,
with a note
no explanation what so ever,
but yet don't live forever,
just die now or however,
you talk to your father,
he's there to listen,
now stop the hurt, and the threaten,
your his son, remember you aren't four,
talk to him, make things right,
i didn't mean to start this deadly fight,
please quit while your a head,
you know that this life,
leads to a hospital bed,
just stop this scary thought,
here something,
something i have bought,
it's a box open and see,
its read "live happy and free,
don't mind me,
I'm dead to be,
you've never stopped when the time was right,
you'd live your life nice and bright,
go see the true love forever,
don't turn back, don't say never"
that day i die,
was my final goodbye.