Cold Or Pain...What's Your Destiny?

When the days grow colder without you
And my voice begins to fade
I look up to that place we call heaven
To see if my fate is portrayed

Seeking what I wish to find
Often happened when I dreamed of you
But now there is no you to dream of
My seeking days are through

You were once what I called my everything
The one who I depended on
But now I do not need you or no one
My dependent days are gone

For once in my life I am truly me
I am the girl who walks a mile to find him
Find that perfect one who'll never leave
And for him give up any limb

I no longer need your permission
I am not part of your hidden trap no more
I want to be free; I'm glad that you left
I don't want to be your dirty little score

The days may now be cold without you
But at least I live an honest life
I know I will find someone better
Where I wont have the pain and the strife.