Eugh, i know that feeling! and its very well described, what do you end up doing? would love to see like an "ending" to this poem.. how things turned out, other then that it was beautiful!!

Very Powerful.
I think you meant and, but your A key stuck or something. You might want to fix that, other than that it's good.

Great job sad but good!

I CAN RELATE TO IT! Excellent poem :-]