Bullet In My Head

Why should I still
Feel for you, care for you
Have faith in you
When you have nothing for me

I'm losing my faith
yet I still cry
And all the things you say
Makes me just want to die.

I hate your ways,
Your wicked inner self.
You will never understand
I'll never be able to show.

You'll remain the same
While I'm in pain and shame
And to never forget
That it was some stupid game.

It was never real
Just passed the time
So why do i care?
Our friendship is dead.

I never meant anything to you
It was all just a lie
You went along with it
When there really was no need.

You could have told me from the start
But you would rather hurt me
with my self pity
but I'll never forget.

If i forgot
I'd be better off
I wish I could
But I can't let it go.

So how can you?
You have no heart
Nor sensitivity as
you shoot like a dart

You are a bullet in my head!
That can't be pulled out
And I just can't stand it
It's irritable ways.

I shall be gone
You will be gone
and all of this torture
will end once and for all.

No more bullet in my head
And no irritated mind.
One in heaven, one in hell
Separated from this spell.