Trapped inside yourself

When I look at you
I think what do I see
Someone not that special
Not that special to me

I don�t know why I keep going
Going round to yours
To sit on a chair in silence
Watching you do your chores

You have to entertain your friends
And keep the ladies happy
You act a fool to everyone
You act a happy chappy

I sit there and think what a fool
What a fool you are being
Acting like this to make people smile
Being a human being

But I see through all the laughs
And all the smiles you give
I see the hurting person
The person dieing to live

You feel trapped inside yourself
Which you cannot return from
You�ve made your bed here
And live here for forever on