To the girl that i love

This face will fade and crumble
Ive held you in my heart and tried to be humble
your an amazing girl and never let anyone tell you any other way
you've made my life worth its time and the past few months worth their days
i couldn't have fallen much harder into this pit of hell
you mean everything to me and that was where i dwell
but these past few days have turned a different side of the card on the table
my mind has be messed up my heart is broken and this body is unstable
your soft words put me into a trans that had never happened before
I'm just sorry then you couldn't see the man i am and you had to shut the door
make every minute of your life worth while like you have made my weeks
you brought new hope and made me happy when things where going for the peeks
dont let anyone make you feel less the special because that is what you where to me
now this is over and i guess i must leave you be
i love you with all my heart and that i will stay
remember it didn't come out of my lips and ways your words to say
I'm sorry from the boy thats not perfect in any day and age
if i had lived near you there would have been a whole book to this page
dont forget me please dont do that for you will always remain in my heart
you are the girl that made my heart jump and the girl that made my heart start