Awww.thats sweet, i have had long dis. love too, i felt/feel like he was/is perfect!
i loved/love him and he ran/runs through my mind all the time:)
this poem just kinda expressed what i feel inside perfectly..nice one:)

This is seriously...amazing. This is how it was with me and a guy named John...We met online and he was my best friend's ex boyfriend. After a week or two of knowing each-other, he asked me out. My friend and John got me to go to the summer camp they went to so me and John could meet face-to-face. The second day of camp, he broke up with me. The day before I felt like I was in heaven.

Sorry if I bored you with my story, but I just wanted to say that I could really relate...Keep up the good work