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by PrInCeSa BoNiTa Jul 1, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
Sitting in a corner of a dark room crying I start to wonder. Life was so much easier before I met you, no drama, no fights, no tears, no fears. It was great at first because you made me feel like no one could ever take my place. As time passed things started to change, your love for me started to fade. I didn't know how to go and make it ok. We would argue and scream at each other constantly for the stupidest reasons. Then with a blink of an eye it vanished like the seasons. I don't even know how it happened but it did, you left me in sorrow and you didn't care. Days passed by and I still wasn't able to say goodbye. You meant the world to me and you made me think that I did to. I know now that I didn't mean anything at all. You broke my heart and left it shattered in peices. All those sweet and wonderful things you used to say to me never meant anything. They were all lies that you used to cover up your infidelity. Now im sitting here all alone trying to see what was it that I had done wrong. When all along it was you that manipulated me into those thoughts. You tried to blame me for everything you did wrong. I always took the fall for your mistakes knowing that you forgave me and take me back into your game. Never did I think that it would turn out this way. How could you be so cold as to make me go through this pain. Did you never stop to think that it would make me feel this way? Put yourself in my position and feel how I got played. You wont know what that feels like until it's to late. When you really fall in love it will end up the same way. Then you'll feel my pain thats now running through my veins. All the hate you'll feel and lonliness inside won't justify everything you did to me this time. Then you'll finally know what it feels like to be all alone.