You wanted to know why...
why was I treating you so different?
like a suicidal and not my friend?
that was NEVER my intention
for you are no different
then when we first become friends,
I'm sorry,
you are just now shedding a little light
and showing me
who you really are,
the true soul of Sammie,
bit by bit
a little more every day
you open up your world for me
so that I may see and have
a better understanding
of who you are and
what you go through
every day of your life
you speak of death
and how it is your dream
I do not pretend to understand
why you feel the way you do
for I did not walk along the same path as you
or do the things you did
and still do now
I speak of life and
how you've got so much left to give and
so much more to do
but you say you don't care
about life anymore,
how?
why Sammie?
don't you see
this is my way of saying
I don't see you as a suicidal,
I see you as a friend in need
and I will do my best to help you
unless you don't want me to
I hope and pray that this is not
just a simple
flashlight fantasy
Sammie,
I don't see you as a suicidal, as I said. I certainly didn't mean to make you feel like I was, in fact, treating you differently. I wasn't even aware that I was doing something as horrible as that. You are my friend and I will do everything I can to help you from feeling as if I'm not treating you as a friend. Love ya!
Love,
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