Intoxicated Beauty

Evening falls,
You held on to it tightly
as the rope leads you,
leads you down in the depths below
and leaves you falling with the wind.

You just closed your eyes
and held a smile,
so peaceful and full of innocence.

Suddenly, black roses began to appear,
Showering in the dark heavens above.
It touches your pale skin,
so smooth and soft.

But as you draw closer to the ground,
a white puff flashes in your mind
which made you close your eyes tighter
wherein a tear slid down your cheeks.

I imagined a single drop
yet it was full of thousand emotions
all trapped inside clear crystal cage.

Hatred, sadness and then,
everything went silent.
You tried to ease the pain
And I was just there, watching.

Watching every motion of you,
falling, so helpless but calm.
Oh how I adore your sadness,
your sweet smile.

For others, you have a demented beauty,
but for me it was holy.

The black rose wrapped in your hand,
I stared at the scene before my eyes
and you bid me a silent farewell.

Confusion and bewilderment,
Rage and hatred,
Sadness and sorrow,
Delusion and betrayal.
All in one mesmerizing green eyes.

How I loved it dear,
loved every moment you kill me.