All i want..

This whole thing
of being single
i just don't get it
why would you want to be?

you dOnt have anyone to hold hands with
to hug
to kiss
to say i love you
and actually mean it

how cares if you get hurt
everyone does sooner or later
all that matters is that
you had fun while you could

maybe its just me
maybe I'm just weird
maybe i just don't want to be
all alone once again

i want someone to talk on hours on end with
to hang out with
to share everything Ive ever thought with
and not be ashamed

but whenever i have this
i always ruin it no matter what
they always end up not liking me anymore
they says its their fault

i know its mine
i know i ruined it
will someone else
pease just say it?

all i want is for a guy to love
as much as i love him
and for as long
as i love him.