I love him
But what he did was wrong.
And he even knows that.
I made my mind.
After so long.
No more crying and self pain.
I'm changing.
I'm leaving him.
I'm going to make MY choices now.
I don't care if he suffers.
I don't care if he cries for me.
I want him to know what it feels like.
To go through so much hate.
I want him to know whats real.
And whats wrong.
Look at all the pain hes done to me.
This is real.
And this is wrong.
Now he means nothing.
Now its like nothing was good in the end.
The hugs and kisses are just lies.
Hes a fake.
And a heart breaker.
Nothing else to say to him.
But goodbye.
Not even tears.
She will hold them in.
And then let them bleed out.
Her legs begin to feel weak.
Her heart begins to stop its beat.
No one to love her.
And no one to hold her.
She will bleed.
And she will sleep.
I do not care for what he feels.
I will move on.
And i will set myself to a new path.
I will warn those girls.
Whom fall in love.
With the wrong guy.