When i needed you

When i needed you the most
you abandend me
you left me to find the answers
on my own
you alwaysed told me that you loved me
and that you wouldn't
let me go
but when things got rough
you turned and walked away
it seemed like you disclaimed me
in your mind, in your soul
what kind of mother would filll her
daughters head with lies, and myths
telling her that she's the world to her
then to turn away and doesn't care
i use to cry every other night wondering when
will my real mom come home
to me with open arms
like she use to.