Access Denyed

I felt so sad
it was like a nightmare that never ended
you, denying me
the one u promised to love eternally

you said no
when you knew the truth
that we had shared something that couldn't be taken back

why, out of all of the people
out of all of the times

did you decide today that you would hurt me?

you knew that i was already going through hell

and you didn't help a thing.

you told me that you loved me but if that was true
why would you deny me the right of loving you