Once in awhile

Once in awhile i do look at you
gut i get scared to admit it
cause of what happened to me
and i don't know if i can trust
another guy in my life
don't want t o go through the same
bullshit all over again
you tell me that your
not that type of guy
but that's the same words
i fell for the last time
and he promised to me that he
would never do that to me
but what happened?
he didn't go by his promise
so then i woke up one morning
thinking to myself that
i don't need this anymore
thought i was in love
the whole time
but all of it was abuse
from another guy.