Darkness fills me
I confess my loneliness
My fears
My emptiness is full of my tears
I was great
But now I am lost
Without you I am forever lost
No way to live
I breathe in hate
And it fills me
I see nothing
This is all of me
No courage
No will
No dreams
How much do I have to give up?
Till all there is left is some dust
Can I get up?
Will something great in me
Demands this from me
Or am I dead for all to see
Just some lonely broken fool
How can I survivor without you?
What is it to be so weak?
Each year it gets worse
I fall deeper and deeper
In my hole
Thinking it can't get worse
But it does
What is life for me?
Without my gun beside me
God you must find a way to forgive me
