You say you love me but do you really love me
we fight and fight how is that love to you call it tough love i call rough love you say I'll turn out like my mom you know thats my trigger you like me to yell back so you can have something against me
but you don't know that after we finish are screaming yelling i go in my room lock myself in there cry and try to fight the urge to cut but the urge sometimes win when no one knows that what you say affects me no one knows that when we fight i just wish i could leave this place never come back.
but when i think of this guys smile i remember i have something to live for to just hear him say he loves me keeps from dieing when i go to sleep i think of his face the way he smiles but he don't know that he's the reason I'm living now without him i would be gone.
i love this guy to death his names Larry Webb he's the reason I'm alive
