Thinking of you is my most cherished activity. I love it more than anything. anything that comes to anyones mind in this world. even though we are far away i still feel you are with me. well a piece is because you my favorite girl. that is love is strong and nothing will ever take it away even death. because i have a piece of you right here on my chest. ill love you forever with all my being from my beginning till my and even past my end. i wish a thoughtful message there was a way for me to send. up to those heavenly gates where they let you in. because you were a good women who tried her best to keep out of sin. now i sit and i think then i kneel and i pray fro a chance to see you face again. Yes Mame i try to treat all the girls right and i still stop by to visit papa for an exchange of friendly words and a Klondike. I miss you grandma and i wish so bad to see you. but i realize your behind those huge iron gates so it will take a while to reach you. i wish it was as simple a as a razor blade to the wrist while sitting in the tub. just sit there and watch as i drain my blood. but i would never do that because i wouldn't get to see you that way. I don't want to die but i know for me there is a destined date. that i come and see when its my time but that time is not now. so i sit back and think to my self "wow". that was a woman that truly loved me. and i equally loved her. so i keep her next to my heart. and i wait to see her again but realize we are too far apart. I'm starting to cry so i guess ill end right here. by saying i love grandma and ill always love you my dear.
