Finding the key

Ok right now. .

I don't want part here anymore,
Even though I had a different train of thoughts before,
I'm hoping to fall through a different floor,
Just so these memories don't gain anymore,

The question is, why for?
The question is, what for?
The reason is because i'm up to my last straw,
And I can't hold anymore,
So this is why I want to draw,
Another chalk line to guide my feet to my escaping door.

Being gone,
Feeling gone,
Known to be gone,
Understanding to be gone. .

Is my key to that door.