Meaningless

I realli hope if ur a loner or emo or anything once u come into this page i hope u read this,i realli cried wen i wrote this,it depicts my emosih loner life.. :(

i was left lonely
when i just wanted to share my feelings
guess it was too hard eh
for u to just come beside me
to hear me cry,to hear me bleed
yea,im rite arent i..
i knew u were the same as me
just alone wanting ur frenz to come to you
lols i guess u couldnt face reality..
u were my first friend in secondary skol
i thought u understood me
guess i was just an idiot
well atleast now i knoe ur not the person i can trust
well atleast ther is more space for others
but still if u need a helping hand i come to ur aid
but why is it that none comes to mine
am i that insignificant
am i that pathetic
y doesnt any1 understand how hard it is to be mi
just to be a loner
an emo teen
u knoe its just too much to handle
unable to share
unable to give
unable to recieve
keeping secrets from right infront of my face
stabbing me in the back every minute of my life
maybe the day i die
maybe the day i pass on
maybe,u might finally realise
that i was there always when u need a helping hand
and then maybe u might also realise
whenever i need a helping hand
what a joke i was never cared for
but since im an optmistic
i feel that the only purpose of my life and of people hu r just lyk mi
is to be just hu u realli are
well yea thats the only way to console urself
its pathetic to say this but out of that
1000 or maybe a million frenz
the onli onez i can count on are lyk only 4...
saddening to find out
im just a loner through and through
guess nth or no1 can change that
life is meaningless