Why do i love you

Lying on my bed so small
trying not to think of you at all
why do i do this to myself
when i know you only think of yourself.

then why do i love you
is it the way you make me feel
that feeling oh so real.
is it the way you look at me.

i always feel hypnotized
by your eyes
fallen into a trance
and never wanting to go back to reality.

maybe it's how safe i feel
when you're around
it seems like you never let me down
but not in real life......

maybe it's the way
you hold me
that feeling makes me
feel so happy.

why do i love you still
even if you treat me bad
i feel so confused
so sad.

looking at the bruises you gave me
and all the cuts and scars
my eyes gleaming from tears
shinning like a bright star.

why do i put myself though this
waiting here alone
heart cold as stone
not knowing what to do.

broken heart
hoping to change and begin from start
still trying to hide
that I'm hurting inside.

looking out my window
thinking if i should go
but no matter what i do
i keep on coming back to you.

but one question I'll always ask is why do i love you?