If i could

If I could change the past
Rewind back to were it all began
I wouldnt make the same mistakes
I wouldnt let him slip away
Or maybe
Just maybe
I could walk away
Before any of it began

I can sit her and let my regrets pull me in
To a state of being were hating myself
Is the way its suppose to be
I can loss myself to my mistakes
Or accept myself for what Ive done

Every mistake Ive made in the past
For what ever reason that I had
Its changed me slowly
To the person Ive become today

Ive watched him walk away
Let my heart rebuild its self all over again
More then once leaves a gash
You cant ever cover up
Its got me pulling back
To the one I should be letting in

Ive been wishing, wanting
Trying to cover up
How much ive been wanting him back
Todays the day
That maybe
Just maybe
I can walk away
And give the one that loves me
Everything he deserves
All of me