All I can see right now is the blood dripping from my wrist,
You can't see the heartache that led up to this.
Behind my award winning smile is hurt & pain,
I think of you now as I cry out in vain.
I still remember that one deadly day,
I want to forget everything you had to say.
All you said was I should pick my heart up off the ground,
Then you turned & left;;Without another sound.
I just wanted to say that I've thought of you every day since,
You're not the one for me is what I should be convinced.
I miss your smile & your lips against mine,
It's just too damn hard to say I'm always fine.
I'm sick of this, No more will I lie,
I'm letting the blood flow as I silently die.
