It's like I'm lonely now, always cold
I aint got no one in this world to hold
My mind drifts off to things I used to have
If I say you were right, you'd sure be glad
But you're moved on now
Cuz with him it's been nearly a year
Kind of hard to believe at one point you wanted only Me here
You would of been surprised to see me push myself through your door
& spill out my heart begging for some more
But I was always afraid & I'm sorry
I just didn't know where we'd end up to be
I left all I ever had planned out
I never took the time to know what yr about
Like deeply and truly but we did have some fun
Like those times we stayed up talking with the sun
& the time you cried yrself to sleep
But I held yr hand every stumbling word you'd speak
Sometimes it made me weak when you'd tell me you love me
For a split second I felt no one came above me
You know that feeling that nothing will ever compare to this
Especially the times we kissed
Those moments are something I miss
I can still taste your lips upon mine
& Every time my mind becomes insane
It's like these little games
Reminiscing yet forgettin' at the same time
Like how I could never forget that smile or that face
& I couldn't ever keep up with how many beats my heart would pace
But I remember every scent and every taste
& how my fingers would outline your trace
& when you slept the look on your face
I'd stare at you for hours, but forever it seemed
Alwayz wondering what you thought about or dreamed
Was me me on your mind? happiness until the end?
Are you shocked now I'm only your friend
I want to go back to those late night talks
Counting down the days
Where I'd be back in your arms again
