HER HELL part one

She sits on her bed
Arms wrapped around her favorite pillow
Tears falling from her eyes

So many things rush her mind
She now has so many doubts
How could she be so blind

Rocking back and forth
Rereading what he sent her
She can't believe her eyes

He said he loved her
And she fell in love with him
Now he brakes her heart

Another wave of pain wash threw her
Her soul quivers
Her heart races

She needs to stop the pain
Stop the misery
She wants to go numb wants to stop feeling it all

But she has one thing holding her back
Picking up her phone she text another guy
Telling him that her heart broken to pieces

He calls and she won't answer
To proud to let anyone know tear were falling from her eyes
She lets it ring and ring

Finally she answers, when her tears have stop
She tell him that he left her
And her friend whispers it going to be alright

The tears come again
Like a flood gate opening
She can't stop them this time

Nor does she want to
He talks her to sleep
Both knowing it was going to be a bumpy road ahead

Days go by the tears come and go
As she locks her self in her room
Sick of living sick of hurting

She reaches into her night stand
Grabbing the pill bottle from it
Opening the bottle

She sees an end to the pain
An end to it all
She dumps the pills in to her mouth and swallows

Closing her eyes
The stereo fades
Everything ceases to exist