I WENT OVER TO MY SHELF
AND SEARCHED FOR MY RAZOR
I FOUND IT...
I WALK BACK OVER TO MY BED
AND PRESS THE BLADE TO MY WRIST
THEN PULL DOWN ITS STARTS TO GET BLURRY
ALL I SEE IS BLOOD RUNNING
DOWN MY ARM TO MY FINGER TIPS
THEN I PASS OUT
NOTHING BUT BLACK IS WHAT
I SAW
I HEARD SILENTS AND PEOPLE CRYING
I WAS JUST LAYING THERE
WONDERING IF THIS IS ALL A DREAM
IT WASN'T
I TRIED TO WAKE UP
NOTHING
I TRIED TO CRY
NOTHING
I FELT PEOPLES HANDS HOPING
THAT I WAS ALRIGHT
I WASN'T
THEN I HEAR PEOPLE TALKING
THEN PRESSUREAND A SHOCK
NOTHING HAPPENED
I HEARD DOCTORS SAYING I WASN'T GOING TO BE ABLE TO GO HOME
I GOT ADMITTED
LATER ON I HAD DIED
I WAS ONLY 15
I HURT PEOPLE I LOVED
I HURT MY FAMILY,FRIENDS
AND MYSELF
I MISS THEM ALL NOW ALL I CAN DO
IS LAY SIX FEET UNDER
AND THINK ABOUT WHAT I HAVE DONE AND CRY
