I hate you all

Everything I ever cared about,
it's ruining once again.
I'm losing it all over,
and I can't stand just watching.

He doesn't love me anymore,
and the other doesn't even care.
Why torture me,
I've been good!

I don't understand anymore,
he left me and now,
you're letting another leave too?
Why can't I never leave.

They tell me I have a say in it,
that I can say whatever I want.
Yet he yells at me when I do,
and he ignores me when I try.

Now I try to fix things,
you blame me again.
Say that I screwed up another,
and leave me crying.

Why can I never say you screwed things up?
Why don't you just leave me alone then,
just leave me here.
I don't want you anymore.

Both of you,
you were supposed to be there for me,
and you leave.
Leave me with a broken heart.

Now why don't you leave me here to die,
stop watching me cry in pain.
I'm sick of your laughter,
it doesn't get any better.

Just leave me alone,
I don't need this torture.
I hate you all,
I hate what you made me become.