Hanging On

I'm through with trying to keep you in my arms

every time i reach out

you run in alarm

what did i do to make you pull so very far away

you use to hold me and i would hold you back
what happened???

I'm trying to do right
but i cant because all we do is fight

we pull and push but all it does is get worse....

i just cant keep going through all of these hurtful pains

i scream your name in pain

because thats all i know how to say

you washed my mind out to where all i know is your name and the pain it causes me

i want to let you go
but then again i don't

i keep thinking that you will come back with open arms..

sadly it hasn't happened yet

so why do i still hang on?