Just another tear streaming down my leg

Just another tear streaming down my leg,
Since my eye's can't perfidy tears,
I make them in my leg's,
Just a soft pushing slant of the blade,
Shinning in the dime light,
A pone my face,
Me looking in my eye's,
I feel so ashamed,
It'll be ok if no one finds out,
If no one but me feels the pain,
As long as there happy I'm happy,
I'm not suppose to feel,
I'm not suppose to love,
I'm not suppose to heal,
I'm not suppose to be a human.