My Blue Sun

Sitting here in a crowded room,
Drinking to ease this lonely gloom,
Words marking my paper down,
With scarlet hands like a falling sun...

My pen bleeds as I carved,
What my heart says and starved,
As I take another shot so dumb,
This feeling for eternal be numbed...

Venoms are sweet,
It knocks me off my feet,
Few more breaths before I surrender,
To this charade playing like amber...

So as I live this place,
Allow me to share this craze,
To you who made my sun blue,
Hope you realize how much I loved you...