Tears fallin faster and faster
i just dont know what to do anymore
I'm out of ideas
can someone please help me??
i search through the house,
than come to the bathroom.
i found what i want.
i get the razor blade, the pills, and the napkin
this was it.
I'm ready to do this.
it hurts so bad.
i picked up the blade
than with no hesitation...
blood came.
a smirk grew on my face
when i went to the pills.
there was only 5 left.
i poured them in my hand and got the water
POP goes 1
POP goes 2
POP goes 3
POP goes 4
POP goes 5
that was it they're gone
i dried the blood and tears.
i moved back to the crowd
and BAM i hit the ground
he came rushing to my side
yelling "HELP".
did i get what i want??
i dont know.
i woke up in a hospital bed.
of course he was on my side.
we cried together and grabbed my hand
that was it.
i moved on.
see what my love for you grew to??
