Please tell me why it had to end like this?? you were mah first love and mah best friend. being around you fulfilled mah happiness. when i was away from you, i was lonely. when i was with you, i never wanted to lose you. i know what i did was on mah behalf and i regret it like crazy. i never meant to hurt you but once you found out than why didn't you end it then. but instead you go mess with her. you know it hurt me. and you know that whole entire day, you had me crying. you seen it with your two eyes. the next day came...and you told me you cared for me too much to do that and we got back together. everything was good. we went to Georgia and came back. and than we had to go our separate ways which we never been apart for a night while being together. we missed each other like the peanut butter misses the jelly...they wouldn't be able to make a perfect sandwich without both. and than what happened?? the truth came out. all i did was want to talk and be more than just your gurlfriend. and i think everyone seen it. I'm sorry for spazzin on you but it killed me to know what you did and what i did. we fought released some anger...and didn't talk for the rest of the time. we took you where you had to go and the whole time in the car we still didn't talk. that was the last time i got to see your face. when you got out the car i had this feeling that something was gonna go wrong and than i got that phone call. and the thing you didn't know was that i broke out in tears again. even he seen them. you did call when you had the chance and apologized. and told me what happened. i miss you more than anyone in mah whole life. I'm sooooooooo sorry for the shyt our feelings put both of us through but maybe when i see you again we can finally talk. but until than we are trying our hardest to help you out. well i guess for one last tyme...I LOVE YOU.
