Scared To Love.

I love you.
Trust me I do.
But for some reason,
My heart won't let you thru.

I've been hurt so many times.
My heart left battered and bruised.
I hate feeling alone.
I hate feeling used.

I know you love me.
But my heart won't let it be true.
I don't know how to explain it.
But I'm scared I'm losing you.

It's not your fault.
It's people in the past.
Thats why I have come to believe,
Your love for me is fading fast.

I push you away.
But I don't want you to leave.
I hurt you.
Just because of your love for me,
I choose not to believe.

I really love you.
And I hope you know I do.
I hope you still love me.
Because I don't know what to do without you.

I hate to say this.
But I've realized I'm scared to love.
Maybe if you prove it.
Just give me a little shove.