Still Holdin On

I dont even know you.
how can i be in love with you?
how do you mean everything to me and more?
i thought i was done with all this.
i thought i let you go
i thought i moved on
but i guess i was wrong.
just looking into your eyes makes me remember everything.
and it makes me wonder why all this happened.
i thought you would talk to anyone,
no matter the circumstances.
i thought you were a forgiving guy.
well why wont you talk to me?
and why wont you forgive me?
i just dont get it.
why am i so different?
all i want is to just forget about all this and move on already.
we're wasting time,
and we're getting nowhere.
i'll admit it...
I MISS YOU.
and i have no idea why.
ya know,
its funny how just a few years ago we used to talk.
i never thought that we would end up the way that we did.
to tell the truth,
i dont really know what i did to make you want nothing to do with me.
but if this is what you want,
fine.
there's nothing i can do about it.

i [[still]] love you... and i cant let you go... </3