I don't want to look at you and cry,
I don't want to look at me and wonder why,
what is there to do,when I cant have you,
lying in my bed crying,
because through it all you were lying,
when I look in the mirror,
I see my world falling apart,
but more so my heart,
I tried to reach for something,
but I just kept slipping,
I don't want to look at you and cry,
I don't want to look at me and wonder why,
don't turn your back on me,
because I want us to be meant to be,
you may never understand,
until you get nothing when you reach for her hand,
it's like gasping for a last breath,
something sort of like death,
you can look at me like I'm crazy or gone insane,
but you'll feel the same in not too long,
I don't want to look at you and cry,
I don't want to look at me and wonder why,
when I see you with her,
my heart begins to break over again,
that's the way it's always been,
and always will be,
you can never get over your first love,
the feeling of rising above,
let me be empty,
and than maybe,
I don't want to look at you and cry,
I don't want to look at me and wonder why
