Just to Get Away

I drove up to mountain the other night
I just had to be alone to decide what was right
I didn't want to be in the house all alone
In fact i just wanted to be somewhere other than home
I can't bare to look at you knowing what you think
you sit there with a smirk that makes me want to shrink
I can't talk to you and tell you how I feel
and you as I already know that these feelings are real

So when I went to the mountain and sat there looking at the stars
I saw the city lights, and beneath me all the cars
I wondered which car was yours and who was with you
I held in my tears knowing theres nothing I could do
I thought about alot of things I wished you thought about to
I wondered why you do me the way that you do
I think about how I would just said goodbye
how would I say it without starting to cry