Can You Hear Me

Can you hear me

I'm standing beside you

Do you know I'm there

Does it hurt to feel unwanted

Does to it hurt to know nobody cares

So hear me dad

I am sorry

I'm not wanted me to be

Can you ever forgive me

But theres times when your not fair

And you forget how it suppose to

I am sorry dad

I'm not what you wanted

I try so hard

And it hurts when I fall

And I don't have the strength to get back up

So I lie there and hope for the power to give me strength

But I stand alone with nobody

And the person who understood

Died just last may

And its unfair that he had to die

But dad what if that was me

What I died

I know you would cry

But what about the mistakes you keep on making

The lies you keep on saying

I know I do wrong to

But it hurts when you don't see the pain your causing

Hurts me more then I hurt you

I'm sorry dad if I don't put on a smile

Or laugh like the other kids

But there are scars inside of me that will never heal

And it runs deep into my skin that I can not feel the pain of the words that you speak

Hear me dad

Your pushing me so far away

And it does hurt to feel unwanted

It does hurt to know your not there.