What I Really Feel

Person 1: Are you okay?
Person 2: Hahaha, of course I'm okay. I will always be.
(of course I'm not I never am, not even today
but I'll never let you see...)

person 1: How are you?
Person 2: I'm doing GREAT! Always am!
(I'm in pain today, everyday, but no one never knew
all of this, is just a sham)

Person 1: What do you want to do?
Person 2: I feel like laughing and making you smile
(i feel like crying through
but that is so not my style)

Person 1: You are so happy today, what happened?
Person 2: Oh, nothing happened! You know I've always been this way!
(you can never apprehend
my real feelings are always stray)

Person 1: Hahaha, of course you're always this way, what was I thinking
Person 2: Hahaha, You know, to smile is the way to go!
(of course you wouldn't, i'm practically sinking
but I'll never show)

Person 1: Oh well, I'm not so well today
Person 2: Aww, why? what happened?
(I know how you feel, practically everyday
but, just let me pretend)

Person 1: I don't know if you'll understand
Person 2: Aww, come on, try me
(Of course I will, more than you have ever planned
this is no glee)

Person 1: I'm hurt all over, to the point where I could cry
Person 2: Aww, why so?
(I always feel that way, but I can some how hold it back, so that I can lie
because I really don't want to show)

Person 1: I don't know what to do
Person 2: It's okay, I'm here so tell me what you need to say
(I'll be here for you so we can conquer this through
but I wish, you could help with my dismay)

Person 1: Thanks, I know I can always count on you
Person 2: No problem! You know I'm always here
(It's okay, but I wish you could see that I'm calling you too
but it's okay, it's you that I cheer)

Person 1: You're so great, a person like you could possibly have no worries
Person 2: Hahaha, aww, thanks
(hahaha, how funny...you just don't know my true story
the one's that kept in a dark secret bank)

And so this conversation ends
with a person who never show
how to really show her friends
that no one will never know
how she really transcends.