Why should I believe that?
You've made it clear before
That you didn't want "us"
To happen anymore
What am I supposed to feel?
A heart full of joy?
Why should I sit here and take it?
You were once my boy
And even when the night wind starts to sway
I frown
Because I will always feel this way
And I look into the mirror
It doesn't help
I don't see things clearer
I wish I was somebody else
I know exactly who I want to be
It's the girl you're with
So I could love you and you could love me
And I would kiss you like I meant it
Because I always will
I can't get over my emotions
They are just too real
I can't start over from a new beginning
It's not the same
I won't be winning
The cool breeze on a hot summer day
The tears I cry
Because I know you will never feel the same way
They all feel the same
I can't feel the difference between the two
Oh being in your arms
Is a dream come true
I'm sorry that I'm different
That we can't change the way I am
But I'm mostly sorry
That you just don't give a damn.
