I met you in the forth grade
Now as youre a senior, the memories start to fade
Youve changed in so many ways
Your still here, but always seem away
You are the first love of my life
You USED to make me feel so alive
Until you grew up, and became a man
Now things wont be the same again
Your graduating in a year
Every time I think about it, brings a tear
Because I have this feeling you dont care
That your leaving us, and thats not fair
I care for you so much, I love you to death
Realizing that you dont love me back every time you left
You will always be the apple of my eye, and the consumption of my body
Why do you be so selfish and heartbreaking, why cant you say sorry
You once said that the group was your whole world
But you never came, while I was waiting at my windowsill
When you would pass by, not one word, not even a hi
You gave me a look, absolutely no pity, so every time I said goodbye
I wish I could tell you, I love you
Dont leave me like you always do
Without one word, or not even a notion
My heart, life, and pride you have stolen
I dont know what else to say to you
Maybe you can try of course I love you
Of course I care, what are you talking about?
A fantasy in my mind, a reality of serious doubt
I wish you could hug me
Say something that wont make me worry
I dont want to see you leave, or act like this
Why cant you wake up from your mature bliss
Will you promise me you will come back
Dont leave me in this world of black
Please whisper my name, and pull my hand
Save me, do you finally understand?
