I'm sick of being in your shadow
And always following your lead
Constantly pretending to be somebody I'm not
And ceaselessly being second?
Tired of watching you get everything I want
I start to wonder what makes you so special?
I know you're my friend and I love you so
But what do you have that I don't
Jealousy fills me with greed and
I want to destroy your happiness
But I'm not like that
Hence I fight it
Using all my control
To push those thoughts
Out of my mind
I'm sorry I feel like this
Maybe I'm really not such a good person
That I thought I am.
But it's just so hard to be compared to you
All the time
You have so many talents and so many friends
And people who really care about you
But what do I have?
Just Me, Myself and I
