I feel so lonely,
As I watch everyone around me,
Laughing and enjoying themselves.
I feel like I'm missing out
Missing an important piece of me
And I just feel so sad.
I want to cry, cry tears
Of dread and despair
But my eyes are dry
Everything is wrong and,
Nothing good or nice ever happens
And I'm so sick and so very tired of it all,
I feel so old,
Like I've aged 50 years
I just want too sleep and not wake up
For at least a century or maybe eternally.